
I am often told I have a Superman complex in that I feel i have to help everyone and save every body. But, this time in order to save someone I have to do something I don't want to do. I can help someone save their life. But, in order to do so I have to go and break a promise I made. This promise was made before some recent events at a time when this person really did not have a problem. But, now the problem is there and I have to put aside my promise to save this person. My buddy Joe's mom recntly passed. he has been haveing a hard time with it. Such a hard time he has taken a LOA from work and has gone to some thearpy groups per works advice. Well along time ago he thought people were out to get him and make him stop drinking. He asked me to promise him that no matter what I would not be part of an intervention or make him go to a hospital. Well I did not see a problem then so I promised him. Well when his mom died he turned straight to booze. Add to that the pills he has been perscribed and the fact that he drinks with them means there is a problem a big problem. I tonight told he going to a hospital for help would be the best thing for him right now. I am sure he has forgotten that I promised but, I have not. I am doing something that goes against everything I have ever believed. I have to sacrafice what I believe for what is right. I know it is worth it in the end but, I can't help but hate myself for it. Well I gotta go now. Kendra I will get the DVDs back ASAP. Things are really chaotic right now. Chat later.
Love and Friendship,
Stevie